Day 27 – A picture of you last year and now and how have you changed since then?
Kind of already did this... but will go over it again. I have changed A TON since last year, not only physically with losing thus far 61lbs, but also emotionally, spirtually, intellectually, as well. I've had to grow up a lot, face a lot of fears, deal with a lot of hardships. And yes, it has changed me, but I think, for the better. I've shrunk physically, losing weight, but I've totally grown as an individual. I am still in the process of finding and discovering Amanda, the real me, because I've found for so long I was holding myself back. But no more.
A year ago I was married, at that point, somewhat happily, or so I led myself to believe because I had a 3 year old son and was 5 months pregnant with my 2nd son. But looking back, I wasn't really happy with my myself, or my marriage. The only thing that kept me going was my kiddo, and my soon to be other kiddo. You can tell by looking at this pic that I was forcing myself to be "happy".
Now I'm very happy, and feel very free! And you can totally see in in recent pictures. It's amazing to go back through old pictures and see how unhappy, sad and miserable I seemed. Smiles looked forced or faked. Nowadays... theres always a real, genuine, very much happy smile on my face! :)
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