Hmm... last time I picked writing about my tea love affair. What could I write about now? I've already written about all my big loves... and favorites... my kiddos... my friends... music... movies... tea... books... hiking... the beach... what else do I love that I haven't talked about already? Hmm... theres really nothing else, haha!
So instead of writing about another favorite... I will just write about whatever tickles my fancy.
So big news... My lease is up April 30th, and I will be moving... and the kiddos will not be going with me. It was a very difficult choice to make, to agree to let their father, whom I do not think is a very good father, have the kiddos live with him.
But in the long run it is whats best for the kids, because I've GOT to get a better job where I can support the kiddos on my own. Right now, it's just not happening. I can't make ends meet.
So I will be renting a room from a friend while I go to school full time. It is scary... sad... yet exciting all at the same time.
Exciting that I'm finally taking the reins on my life and doing something about my future... scary because it's been so long that I've been out of school... and sad b/c my kids, whom are my life, will only be spending every other weekend with me.
But they are young enough now that they won't remember this short period of time. It is only a temporary thing till I get better situated financially.
Plus believe it or not, I'm actually getting along okay with The Homewrecking Whore... hahaha... who knew?! She's good with the kiddos, so I know they will be in good hands with her.
And just because writing this blog entry is making me a little misty eyed... I need a laugh.
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