So something I've come to realize is that... I am the master of my own destiny now. I'm no longer subject to the bleak future of unhappiness that would have been my life had The Douchebag and I stayed together.
I get to do things MY way now... and my future is truly going to be what I make of it. Theres so much I want to do, to learn, to achieve, to change. One thing I'm starting on is learning how to play guitar.
It's something I've always wanted to do, but The Douche wasn't exactly supportive of me trying any new endeavors. He would be the type to put me down for playing terribly and then I would probably just give up.
But I only have people rooting me on now, not bringing me down! And my good friend Loryn is my teacher (and youtube lol) so I know in time, as long as I don't give up I will learn it.
I may never be very good at it, but at least I'll have fun trying :)

I felt the same way! Although you're more adventurous than me, I never actually did anything fun or new haha Good luck with learning the guitar - it's tough for girls since our hands are smaller so I stick to rock band :)
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