Some think I'm insane...

For how many times I took back my husband after he cheated, and for all of the crap of his I put up with over the years.

For this blog I will refer to the men in my life by codenames... I really don't need any lawsuits right now!

For my soon to be ex-husband we shall call him "THE DOUCHEBAG" which will sometimes be shortened to douche, doucher, or dbag, depending on my mood.

It is quite sad that it took THE DOUCHEBAG finding "someone better" and leaving me, for the troubled marriage to end.

A lot of my friends and family thought I should have ended it after the first time he cheated on me. Most of my friends and family thought I should have ended it after the second time he cheated on me.

ALL of my friends and family thought I should have ended it after the THIRD time he cheated on me. But, I'm one of those hopeless romantics that actually believed in my vows... in sickness and health... for better or worse... till death do us part.

Until one of us was dead, I was willing to try everything to make it work. MISTAKE! I sacrified so much of myself, and my own happiness in trying to make myself into something I'm not... only to TRY to satisfy the douche.

But no amount of my changing, or marriage counseling could change the fact that I just simply married the WRONG man. And a very BAD man at that. He is quite possibly the worlds most selfish human being.

And he has no sense of morals or values. I don't think he even knows what it means to love, or if he does, he only loves himself. He's a serial cheater. Always has been, always will be.

He's already cheated on his girlfriend that he left ME for. But of course, she, like me, is still in the denial stage. Eventually she will see him for who and what he really is, and hopefully unlike me she will have the guts to end it, instead of waiting till he finds a new piece of ass he just has to live with.

Since I obviously can't post a picture of the doucher on here (again, lawsuits and all) I leave you with a photo from the movie WHATS EATING GILBERT GRAPE because the character Arnie, reminds me so much of the dbag!