Could you want perhaps me?

2nd to last day of 30 days of truth... I wonder if I really will explode when I'm done with this... ahahahaha

Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

I've already talked about this to some extent in previous blogposts, but the simple answer is my weight. I've been on a weightloss journey now for 6 months, and have lost 58lbs.

When I say that number aloud, and when I look at old pictures of myself... it is amazing to me how much better I look and feel having lost 58lbs already.

But then I look in the mirror or look at myself in the shower and I'm still not happy with what I see. I still have another 42lbs to lose until I reach my "goal" weight.

I'm hoping that once I finally do reach that goal weight, which I'm shooting for it to take 6 months or less, making it a 100 lb weight loss in a year or less (I think this is a feasible goal, about 8lbs a month), that I will finally be happy with the way I look.

I know I already have a lot of factors against me in the dating world... single mom with 2 little kids... soon to be divorcee... less than stellar job and finances...

I really don't need my weight/appearance holding me back as well. Although I would have to hope that any man I meet would realize that I am a good person, with a great personality, smarts, and kindess... and know that I am a work in progress... and be attracted to me as I am... knowing that I'm going to be getting even cuter in the next 6 months, haha :)

Me 58lbs ago...

And me now...